Ending things
Anyway, in my previous post, I mentioned the problems we had. It was hoping to resolve our differences after the exams, but the constant pressure I experienced just pushed me over the edge. I was unhappy during the period of time I m preparing for my Project and exams. I was bothered so much that I felt myself on the verge of breaking down.

So I decided that this wasn't what I wanted. During one of the blading sessions, Shujuan asked me if I was ok. I told her I was not and that I feel stressed out. She told me that whatever the decision, she will be there for me. Then she said something funny. "You still young, can find another one." Hahaha... I thought ya hor... but then again... I not that young le. Turning 25 in a few more months.

Worse of all, I not handsome. Don't have good figure... Not rich.... Not funny... The only thing I can offer to others is my sincerity and my care. If it is not enough for others, I also don't know what more le. Maybe wait till i become millionaire, go for plastic surgery, make myself look like.... hmm.... David Beckham... That time got money, got looks... Maybe got ppl throw themselves at me... wahahaha....

In the end, I chose to end things with "C". It did not make me feel any better to be the one to initiate things, cos it made me feel like a bitch. I felt guilty, yet at the same time relieved. There was alot of anger in "C" when I initiated things, and I can understand. It was a rather rough time in my life.

But for now, I m still me.